9: Portrait of the Alcoholic with Withdrawal

9: Portrait of the Alcoholic with Withdrawal
Portrait of the Alcoholic with Withdrawal
by Kaveh Akbar
everyone wants to know
           what I saw on the long walk
away from you
                       I couldn't eat
           and didn't sleep
                       for an entire week
I can hardly picture any of it now
           save the fox I thought
was in the grass but wasn't
                       I remember him quiet
           as a telescope
                       tiny as a Plutonian moon
everything else
           was wilding around us
the sky and the wind
                       the riptides and
           the rogue comet
                       blasting toward earth
do you remember this
           I introduced myself
by one of the names
                       I kept back then
           the fox was so still
                       I could have called him anything 
"Portrait of the Alcoholic with Withdrawal" from "Calling a Wolf a Wolf" by Kaveh Akbar. Copyright © 2017 Alice James Books.


