191: Staying Alive

191: Staying Alive

Staying Alive
by David Wagoner

Staying alive in the woods is a matter of calming down
At first and deciding whether to wait for rescue, 
Trusting to others, 
Or simply to start walking and walking in one direction
Till you come out--or something happens to stop you. 
By far the safer choice
Is to settle down where you are, and try to make a living
Off the land, camping near water, away from shadows. 
Eat no white berries; 
Spit out all bitterness. . . . 
If you have no matches, a stick and a fire-bow
Will keep you warmer, 
Or the crystal of your watch, filled with water, held up to the sun
Will do the same in time. In case of snow
Drifting toward winter, 
Don’t try to stay awake through the night, afraid of freezing-- 
The bottom of your mind knows all about zero; 
It will turn you over
And shake you till you waken. If you have trouble sleeping
Even in the best of weather, jumping to follow
With eyes strained to their corners
The unidentifiable noises of the night and feeling
Bears and packs of wolves nuzzling your elbow, 
Remember the trappers
Who treated them indifferently and were left alone. 
If you hurt yourself, no one will comfort you
Or take your temperature, 
So stumbling, wading, and climbing are as dangerous as flying. . . .
But if you decide, at last, you must break through
In spite of all danger, 
Think of yourself by time and not by distance, counting
Wherever you’re going by how long it takes you; 
No other measure
Will bring you safe to nightfall. Follow no streams: they run
Under the ground or fall into wilder country. 
Remember the stars
And moss when your mind runs into circles. If it should rain
Or the fog should roll the horizon in around you, 
Hold still for hours
Or days if you must, or weeks, for seeing is believing
In the wilderness. And if you find a pathway, 
Wheel-rut, or fence-wire, 
Retrace it left or right: someone knew where he was going
Once upon a time, and you can follow
Hopefully, somewhere. . . .

"Staying Alive" by David Wagoner from TRAVELING LIGHT: NEW AND COLLECTED POEMS by David Wagoner, copyright © 1999 University of Illinois Press. Used by permission of University of Illinois Press.

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