July 24, 2020
435: Inheritance

July 24, 2020
435: Inheritance
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Inheritance
by Camille Rankine
                                                                                                                    What have I
                                                                                           To say in my wrong tongue
                                                                     Of what is gone   To know something is
                                                                    Lost but what   You have forgotten what
                                                                                                You long forgot   If I am 
                                                                       What survives   I am here but I am not
                                                                  Much of anything at all   To be what’s left 
                                                                                        And all the rest scooped out 
                                                                            And dropped into the sea   My flesh
                                                                                Forming a knot on itself is a habit
                                                              Learned from whom   A mind reaching back
                                                                             Into the dark a body releasing itself
                                                                                          Backward into space a faith
                                                                                 I have no prayer in which to keep
                                                                                        Am I home or merely caught
                                                                                    Between two unmarked graves
                                                                                               I’m saying where we live
                                                                                      It’s a mistake   A compromise 
                                                                                                          I’m made to make   
                                                                                                  I’m told come willingly 
                                                                               Halfway across a bridge to where
                                                                                         I’m halfway human   Or else 
                                                                                                       A door bricked over 
                                                                                                     Behind which all I am   
                                                                           To be shadow cast by shadows cast
                                                                                         By no one’s hand   And now
                                                                                           Whose fault am I   It’s said 
                                                                                              I stand against the grain
                                                                                Of natural law   A being in chaos
                                                                 In argument with itself   What would it be
                                                                    To be simply   I am here but what of me 
                                                                                               That’s gone stays gone
Used by permission of the poet.


