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This week, we're featuring poems related to music. Songs that move and change us. Songs that heal us. What can we discover about ourselves, when we listen to music? A lot, it seems.
by Rachel McKibbens
1. Santa Ana, California, 3 a.m. in my cousin’s basement, lights out, television volume spun low. We are huddled around the screen, a small congregation of forgotten children, brown faces illuminated by a five-foot-two Black man, decked out in lace, eyeliner, Spandex and the gutsiest high-heeled boots big enough to fit only a mannequin. This Minnesota royalty freaks and splits his body biblical. Throat raw with screeching doves, he pirouettes with his truest love: a pale pawn shop guitar we daydream of buying some day with our lunch money. 2. 1984. What planet is this? A third-grade heartbreak apostle, I got a butch haircut my father calls a “Dorothy Hamill.” Naw, pops. Watch me pin the girls against the handball courts. Bold. Answering their tongues with my tongue. My forbidden schoolyard brides. My makeshift Apollonias. Once they’re in love, I pull away, bite my lower lip, wink, then walk away. I am not yet a king, but I got moxie and I move like I know I’ll die young. 3. Boys will be boys, unless they aren't 4. This is what it sounds like to praise our heavenly bodies in spite of the hells that singed us into current form. For the permission you granted in sweat and swagger, for the mascara’d tears you shed on-screen, for the juicy curls that hung over your right eye like dangerous fruit, for the studded shoulder pad realness and how your falsetto gospel rang our young, queer souls awake, we say amen.
"Minneapolipstick" by Rachel McKibbens. Used by permission of the poet.